The Infallable

 i would say i am pretty tired but i feel good right now. 

today i went to the eye doc and she told me to try some different contacts.  the ones she gave me first off kinda sucked real bad and they got on my nerves.  so i'll see how these ones work out.  or don't.

so to bring up an old subject i am getting even closer to the chopping block at work.  more and more people are getting laid off and there doesn't seem to be any end in sight.  between this here depression and those fuckers ability to cut off job after job it's starting to get really scary at work.  in fact my friend miguel, doughboy, just got cut.  i feel particularly bad about that since i was kinda the reason he took this job in the first place.

i know it's not my fault he hired on but i still feel bad.  

not only do i feel bad but i'm starting to get really concerned now.  just when i thought i was going to be all right... sigh.

i thought the light at the end of the tunnel was the other end but it turned out to be oncoming traffic.  

here's hoping i have a job this time next week.

oh yeah and one more thing.  my birthday is coming up and the PNMF is still taking donations.  we are hoping that this year will be our best year ever so please give to the best charity i could ever be a part of.